so near yet so far...

Hi, wads smokin?
you know the feeling when u want something so bad and is so close...but in the end you cant get it?
it happened to me 2 days in a row!

1. there's this girl in my tuition centre (British council)... with a very cute face and nice body (im not a pervert...dont think dirty...XD)... although quiet but i believe she have a great character...i though of asking for her phone number...BUT she is a muslim...i believe...so forget it... haiz... but she looks so sweet! XD (don't judge me)

2. im in melaka right now to attend my dad's staff wedding... after attending the wedding...my dad brought us to dataran pahlawan shopping complex to get some beer (but i cant drink...T.T)... in the place...thrs a stand selling the iPhone 4! i wanted a new iPhone for Christmas and my dad knows about it...i thought its the day my dad will buy for me! but in the end he said NO! haiz...wad a disappointment...

My public diary~

Hi wats smokin? XD
this is my first daily diary blog post^^
so let me see...what should i start with...hmm~
well... i went dancing at around 1230pm(which was the time ti hao told me)... i was the first 1 thr!! so i thought im a little bit a early...so i waited...but then i waited..waited..AND WAITED!! until 20mins later.. DVD came with darren! Finally!!! then the rest started to came... dont u just hate ppl that are late... anyways... we danced till 3:30pm (i didnt dance much coz i had a twisted wrist)...then i went home...ate PAU KAYA AND PAU KACANG~ then i went shower and do some activity books(can u believe it?!)...then play maple story...blah blah blah...up 3 lvls...blah blah blah...den here i am nw... wad a boring day...

so! im going down to melaka 2morro...going thr wif my dad for business=.=" any body want some souvenirs from melaka? i belanja u bayar~ XD

yawn* gotta slip...night~

Being used! so fustrating!

Hi.. wassup?
Have you ever been used before?
Have you ever felt that classmates or schoolmates act "friendly" to you just to benefit from the stuff you have? Have you ever felt being made to do something or else they will treat you badly or unfair?
I constantly feel that... is because it happened to me... ALL THE TIME!!!
is it because im vulnerable? is it that i look that i can be mess with?

WELL GUESS WHAT?!
im done taking crap from people!
im done being push around!
so if i gotta be rude...im gonna be rude...
if i gotta be cruel...i gotta be cruel...
the best way to deal with this kind of problem is to tell the person straight-foward...if not...use them back...let yourself benefit more than the assholes... he/she is not worthy to be a friend...but that doesnt mean shun them...instead spend less time with them and follow people who treat you proper...
don't you agree?
leave your answers in the comment section below

SO F**KING UNLUCKY!!!

Hi, wassup?
today is so far my most unlucky day in the holidays
the reason is,
1 i can login into sudden attack but cant play...it says something about illegal software? i dunnoe anything about a illegal software...
2. at first i cant login into maple... but nw i can...its kinda a 50-50 bad luck...
3. my maple dualblade's skills all wrong...T^T
4. i cant find the 15 yr old girl from canada tht i found in a game called gunboundT^T i wonder whether she's hot...but i guess i cant even talk wif her anymore...
haiz haiz haiz... could this day get any worst?

Holiday time blogs~

WHOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

its kinda long since i posted something new~

so nw i finished the disasterous and head bursting sivik folio...i can rest in peace~ nt RIP! XD

anyways...i tried to make my first ever VIDEO LOG! (a.k.a vlog) but i sound to deep and wierd~ XDXD

so ill make it later...whn i have a little bit more confidence..=.=

so next month is Christmas~ my 3rd fav day~ behind My Birthday and chinese new year~ XD

so far...this is my christmas wish list...

1. FIFA 11

2. Portable speakers

3. hard disk

4. video camera

5. iPhone 4

6. Headphones

i noe my wishes are kinda expensive~ but if u can giv THX VRY MUCH! but if u can't no worries~ be happy~ XD 

so wad are your christmas wishes? 

leave them in the comment section below~ 

or facebook or twitter~

oh! i almost forgot~ if u send me a christmas gift~ i might send u back a gift as well~ happy holidays^^

im so lazy~

im so so so so so so so so so lazy!!!

i havent started my video, havent cleaned my room, havent wash my cat, haven.....etc etc etc

TO THE SKY BY OWL CITY
lyrics:
Shipwreck in the sea of faces,
There's a dreamy world up there,
Dear friends in higher places,
Carry me away from here,
Travel light let the sun eclipse you,
'Cause your flight is about to leave,
And there's more to this brave adventure,
Than you'd ever believe,
Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest a fond goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,
On the hills of lore and wonder,
There's a stormy world up there,
You can't whisper above the thunder,

But you can fly anywhere,
Purple burst of paper birds this,
Picture paints a thousand words,
So take a breath of mist and mystery,
And don't look back!
Owl City To The Sky lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/owl-city-to-the-sky-lyrics.html


Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest a fond goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,
There's a realm above the trees,
Where the lost are finally found,
Touch your feathers to the breeze,
And leave the ground,

Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest a fond goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky,
Birdseye view, awake the stars 'cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Because after all those wings will take you, up so high,
So bid the forest a fond goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky.


currently my fav song~

boring days...

Hey wassup... 

its so f***king bored!!! especially after exam...ntg to do...jus eat, sleep, watch tv, play video games( my mum doesnt even let me play nw) n sports...haiz... anybody wanna keep me company? XDXD

i dont even have the mood to make my first video...=.=" every1 pls follow my blog!!! i wanna b famous!!!